well im writing this post today as a shock because i havent blogged in awhile but i need to blog again it helps get words out that i usually cant say out loud i dont know but it its true i guess its easier for me to type or write then talk but i need to talk because i will really isolate my self and i dont need that i know that feeling i been there before but i say its ok when im in my own box. writing helps because theres no judging going on, on why i feel this way i have my reasons i feel like im by my self and theres noone there with me. but i have my sister shes in va its been years since i seen her so i feel like i dont know her we keep in contact through facebook and texts which is good but its weird knowing you have a sister you havent seen your whole life mostly..